I'm on the edge!
On the way to jump I feel no remorse.
I step up on the railing, close my eyes and fall.
I feel relief an inner peace I float away
I'm leaving now I'm on my way to a better place
I'm finally free! to live without fear.
onsdag 2 september 2020
Am I already dead?
I'm tired!
I can not eat sleep I lose weight,
No energy memory loss
No coordination balance is gone
I walk like a zombie breathing like a dead man
Just trying to take me through the day!
Without an accident or something worse
No feelings no need so empty I'm fucked!
I need sleep I need to stop and breathe
a need for forced feeding to eat and survive
Am I already a living dead?
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