I do not want to be
I'm tired drained completely empty
I do not want to think to feel or exist
I just want to fade away and disappear
I dont want this i dont need this
Let me be free and go my own way
Let me disappear forever
I just do not want to be here anymore
Beat myself !!
Emotional scars pain on the inside
I'm so sick so bad so sad so mad
The physical pain relieves for a second
I continue to torment myself to be free
Concussion and bloodshot tears
Hidden screams shattered bones
Nightmares and anxiety take over my soul
I keep hitting myself to stop the pain
The flashback is back again stronger than ever
This nightmare will never end!!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
