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söndag 21 mars 2021

No escape!!


Can I win against a bullet

Can I run away from danger?

Can I hide to avoid what is coming

Can I continue to fool myself

And believe that everything will be fine in the end

I can not save you there is nothing I can do

The damage has already been done

There is no easy way out, No escape!!

Don't judge me for my disability!!


Am I the problem here

Is all because of me

The guilt, the shame the anxiety

You put everything on me

I'm not perfect I'm just a man

I did the best I could and I gave everything

I sacrificed my inner peace to open up and let you in

You saw the inner streesn, the anxiety but never me

You used it against me and took everything away from me

I'm not like you and you are not like me

So don't judge me for my disability

I'm really not the problem here !!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!