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onsdag 13 december 2023

It's stuck inside me!!


Do not ask

Don't even think about it

Don't try to understand or show sympathy

No white lies, no false promises

I'm not okay I'm going under

My bowels are not working

The pain is unbearable

My stomach has crashed

Nothing works, nothing relieves

I can't get out it's stuck inside me

tisdag 12 december 2023

Once again!!


A room full of people

Familiar faces!

I still feel alone and left out

I'm not one of the crowd I don't fit in

feeling of discomfort, uncertainty and fear

Once again I escape reality

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!