Bad things seem to follow me
It's always one thing into another
I can't escape them, or outrun them
They are always there
No safe place nowhere to run,
I can't hide from the things inside
My brain is my worst enemy
A labyrinth full of triggers, nightmares
A dark place to get lost in
I am forced to re-experience everything over and over again
All the violence, the mental and physical abuse
The sexual assaults disguised as innocent games
They keep raping me !! Over and over again
I lost control
I became too vulnerable!
I played with fire and burned myself
I wasted precious time and sacrificed myself
I gave everything I had to give!
I should never have let you in
You gave me nothing but pain and agony
It's always the same, over and over again!
I will never trust anyone again.
It hurts too much, I become too vulnerable!!
I'm so scared of being hurt and abandoned again
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
