The hardest thing of all
Is to let someone in
To lower the guard, to open my safe place
To unlock everything I locked up inside
All the repressed feelings, the fear the resignation
It scares me the vulnerability the sadness
I'm afraid of my own feelings
They have been isolated, locked up for so long
So many years, so many tears
It overflows, it drains me, suffocation no breathing!!
An emotional rollercoaster with no brakes
