I'm not strong-headed
I'm not even present
I have no faith no will
I lost myself in a sea of madness
And all I see is fear and sorrow
And I'm drowning in my own despair
Look behind my autistic problematic Then maybe you will see the real me !!
I'm not strong-headed
I'm not even present
I have no faith no will
I lost myself in a sea of madness
And all I see is fear and sorrow
And I'm drowning in my own despair
I'm not afraid of the dark
Nightmares don't scare me
I don't even give a damn about the night terrors
It's the daydreams that terrify me
The constant reminder of the reality
Anxiety, fear always ready for the next one
I can't control my own emotions
When they strike, they strike hard
And I'm right back to where it all began
To relive all the nightmares all over again
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...