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måndag 29 december 2025

Not meant to be!



I guess it's not meant to be

No me, no you

We're two ghosts sharing the same space

Lost in time lost in our own minds

Alone but never alone you're there behind the door

So close but still miles away I can't reach you

I don't know how to go on

I don't know what to say or do

I can't save you I can't save myself

We're lost here in a broken home

Anxiety and fear are all we know

I guess this life was never meant to be

Run!!



All my instincts tell me to run

To hide, to disappear, To escape from it all

I hate feeling like this! the constant fear, the anxiety

The fear of losing something I don't even have

It's been 15 years trapped in this nightmare

Isolation, self-destruction, there's really nothing left inside me

I lost my faith and now everything else is gone

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!