Sometimes reality is too real
I know you mean well
I know what you're trying to do
But you're not helping
If you could only see inside me
My heart is still beating and I'm breathing
But I'm dead inside so broken and scared
You can't fix me or heal me
Not even your god can save me from what I've become
And reality is I'm too broken to be fixed
Always looking for the easy way out
I don't want to live I don't want to die
So afraid to live this so-called life
So afraid to lose this fight inside my own mind
Afraid to live afraid to die
I can't go out I can't stay inside
There's really nowhere to run and hide
It's just me and my own mind
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
