I'm ready for the next one

Hell surrounds me

It's cloudy and I can't see straight

There is a dark path ahead of me

I'm lost and I can't find my way out

I'm trapped here inside my own mind

Fear is consuming me and I'm ready for the next one

It's my choice

Over thinking

Double trouble

War within these eternal battles

Beaten down bruised and broken

Blood splatter tears and silent screams

I will neither bow nor obey

It's my choice my life my way!

So take your best shot and go away

I can't stop!

The creep inside crawls around

My mind is running wild

I can't be still, I'm freaking out

My energy is dying out!

I am so sick and tired of this life

I can't stop I can't go on

It's all too late!

It's quite funny a little sad

But the truth is always there

You can see it in their eyes

The false promises, the dirty little white lies

I can't see in between I won't forget or forgive

The damage is done and it's all too late

I'm not going back I'm leaving this place

I will not fake a smile

Words hurt!

Did you even think before you opened your mouth

Reality showed its ugly face

The truth will always find its way

I will not fake a smile and laugh today

Did you really think it was okay?

To say that I should die and fade away