Everyday is a new page!

Everyday is a new page!
No yesterday no tomorrow just here and now.
I'm depressed I have anxiety. I do not feel good.
I'm drained of energy. I'm lost and confused.
I'm weaker than anyone thinks. I'm tired and powerless.
I'm still fighting I'm not going to give up
I keep fighting! Day in and day out without rest without stopping.
I know where I have been and where I am heading.
The road has been long and crooked. A hard road to walk alone
So many unhealed wounds! A lifetime of anxiety and fear.
Repressed and hidden memories which still haunts me
It's time to break free! Time to heal my wounds

I'm a magnet for disaster!

I'm a magnet for disaster a bad seed!

Damaged from the start, thrown out and thrown away.

I have been injured and beaten, exploited and raped!

Physically and mentally abused. wounds that never heal

I've walked through hell so many times

That I'm scared of tomorrow!