Cold world!

An empty and cold world without compassion. A world that eats people and spits them out. A society where disability is not acceptable. They abuse and annihilate, they break people. In a world where everyone should be and function according to the norm normally.   Normal what the hell is normally a word I hate. All people are unique and special, we are all equal We all have shortcomings and faults, fears and phobias. No one is flawless! Nobody is perfect So what gives them the right to judge and diminish people What gives others the right to say what is normal. I do not know how to react or think. None of this is normal! Fuck this shit I am what i am

So quiet and empty

A room without life and movement.

So quiet and empty. I still do not understand what happened.

It is difficult to take in difficult to process.

So many thoughts and feelings they spread like wildfire.

I swing between anger and sadness, anxiety and panic.

The hardest part is not knowing Not understanding why

So many questions no answers. No explanation

Just the silence from an empty room.

Where life died out