Run MotherFucker run!

Shattered, confused and divided!

A body and soul that screams for rest.

I want to sleep turn off the light, close my eyes and fade away

An inner struggle against restlessness stress can not unwind.

I'm just gonna! Do this and that. all at once

My whole body screams my legs shake. The heart beats twice.

It's going at full speed. The engine runs without control.

Too fast! I'm losing control hading for a disaster.

No brakes crash and burn. Run MotherFucker run! 

Keep It in the Family

Why is everyone so selfish! do not say that it is equally difficult for everyone. Empty words empty promises! Instead of helping, they just keep on hurting me. Just be quiet, please! Shut up when I talk to you!  Dont make things worse Do not aggravate an already bad situation. How blind and stupid could i be. I already knew before what was going to happen. Here comes the pain all the hatred the anger all at once My fault! Everything is my fault There it came thrown in the face again! I have destroyed everything and everyone. The fault is always mine I am the problem the idiot the one who hurts everyone. It's Always Me! I've ruined his whole life. I crushed the family. But now is over this is the end . Never again! Time to move on leaving everything behind. Blood is not thicker than water. Family a word without meaning. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate hate leads to suffering 
Keep It in the Family