I try day in and day out!
Break patterns do if do right. What is right and what is wrong.
Where do you start, how do you do it, how do you even try
When everything still collapses. No sleep no routines.
The days get longer, they never end. I get no sleep no rest
Nothing works, everything goes wrong. I crash and burn
I slowly fade away and disappear.
I do not know why I'm sitting here!
Staring at a blank screen
Writes lines of meaningless words that no one sees or reads
Why am I here? What's the point.
Why do I sit behind a screen hidden in the dark and write.
Why do I repeat the same meaningless words over and over again
Sentences that still mean nothing at all to anyone but me
Just wondering why.
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
