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måndag 17 augusti 2020

I'm broken!

 


Do not judge me for who I am!

Don't hate me for not becoming what you wanted me to be

Do not point your fingers. Do not judge me for your sins! 

I was an innocent little child who saw too much heard too much!

I never had the choice or opportunity to become something else.

I'm still haunted by the sickly shameful, and disgusting memories that you left behind

Scars and wounds that will never heal. I'm broken!

Release me from my misery!

 


A dying man's prayer!

God in heaven do not waste your time or tears on me!

It's gone too far, it's too late! I'm too deep into the anguish and suffering 

So do not waste your words or prayers on me I am already gone.

I'm doomed forever! to a life full of fear and anxiety and my emotional distress

So please don't try to save me! Just Sacrifice me crucify me!

Dear God in heaven, release me from my misery!


RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!