So afraid to let go!
That I will not have the strength to endure
Afraid of not having the strength to resist
That it will take the last thing I have left in me
The last broken part of me that holds me together.
Fear of losing the last piece of the puzzle that keeps me alive
So afraid that my nightmares will come true!
My normal is your worth nightmare!
When you sleep and dream sweet dreams, I crawl around in darkness!
When you rest, my worst stress and anxiety begins.
When you wake up! Then my worst fears and phobias take over!
When you live and love. I drown in suffering and pain
Where you see angels, I only see demons. You're the devil on my shoulder
You are me and I am you! Onely two sides of the same coin!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
