You can not reach me today
So how the hell do you know how I feel?
I disconnect myself from reality
Into my own little private hell where they steal my soul
So get me out of here before I lose my mind
I can't stand this hell!
Look behind my autistic problematic Then maybe you will see the real me !!
You can not reach me today
So how the hell do you know how I feel?
I disconnect myself from reality
Into my own little private hell where they steal my soul
So get me out of here before I lose my mind
I can't stand this hell!
So afraid to let go!
That I will not have the strength to endure
Afraid of not having the strength to resist
That it will take the last thing I have left in me
The last broken part of me that holds me together.
Fear of losing the last piece of the puzzle that keeps me alive
So afraid that my nightmares will come true!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...