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lördag 22 augusti 2020

I can't stand this hell!

 


You can not reach me today

So how the hell do you know how I feel?

I disconnect myself from reality

Into my own little private hell where they steal my soul

So get me out of here before I lose my mind

I can't stand this hell!

Nightmares will come true!


So afraid to let go!

That I will not have the strength to endure

Afraid of not having the strength to resist

That it will take the last thing I have left in me

The last broken part of me that holds me together.

Fear of losing the last piece of the puzzle that keeps me alive

So afraid that my nightmares will come true!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!