I'd rather talk to myself!
Than talking to a wall that never listens.
I rather sit alone! Than to live with the anxiety of you
So sick tired of being sick and tired. I'm so sick of you!
I'd rather kill myself! Than to be someone like you!
Look behind my autistic problematic Then maybe you will see the real me !!
I'd rather talk to myself!
Than talking to a wall that never listens.
I rather sit alone! Than to live with the anxiety of you
So sick tired of being sick and tired. I'm so sick of you!
I'd rather kill myself! Than to be someone like you!
One second in the present the next in the past
Nothing protects me from my own thoughts and feelings.
It turns around! It knocks me down. it takes over.
An emotional chaos! Paralyzed unable to control!
No safety net! Incapable, apathetic and paralyzed!
Nothing works nothing helps. Trapped on the inside. Where emotions take over.
There is no stop nothing that relieves. Nothing that helps.
There is no spell or magic pill that can save me.
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...