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tisdag 25 augusti 2020

Someone like you!



 I'd rather talk to myself!

Than talking to a wall that never listens.

I rather sit alone! Than to live with the anxiety of you

So sick tired of being sick and tired. I'm so sick of you!

I'd rather kill myself! Than to be someone like you!

There is no spell or magic pill!



 One second in the present the next in the past

Nothing protects me from my own thoughts and feelings.

It turns around! It knocks me down. it takes over.

An emotional chaos! Paralyzed unable to control!

No safety net! Incapable, apathetic and paralyzed!

Nothing works nothing helps. Trapped on the inside. Where emotions take over.

There is no stop nothing that relieves. Nothing that helps.

There is no spell or magic pill that can save me.


RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!