A fear of letting go continues to drag me down.
I do not know why I continue to hurt and injure myself
I have been afraid of tomorrow too many times.
At some point I have to learn to crawl again! Before I learn to walk!
I need to break free from the weight of the world. purify my thoughts, heart and soul.
I need to forgive and forget! Before I can start living again!
A part of me will never be able to do that!! So I guess I'll never be free again!
Scratching and tearing, that's how it starts!
Cleansing and the Scrubbing come afterwards.
The dirt, the discomfort never disappears.
The stench, the disgusting feeling of shame is so deeply rooted.
The injuries, the wounds, all the scars that never heal!
There and then! Starts self-harming behavior, suicidal tendencies!
No one knows the dark secret. No one knows the truth
One Two Three this is our little secret. Our dark safe place!
I will take advantage of you rape your soul forever.
You will see me feel me in everything and everyone,
I'm going to be in your closet under your bed and in your head!
One Two Three! We play this mind game over and over again.
Stop Child Abuse Today!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
