We choose you lose!!

They keep puching me

They keep dragging me  into the ground

force feed me with their lies and false smiles

Empty words and Broken promises

Do this do that follow and obey

On your knees Swallow and pray!

Take your medicine or walk awy

We hope you die and choke today

Or come back another day

We make you smile and laugh  again

Please don't come back another day

Otherwise we will play Russian roulette again

The bullet always wins BANG the end

We choose you lose!!

Feeding my addiction!!

I may not be talking!

But I'm here I'm wasting every second.

Every moment I take every breath

Just listening to your bitching!

Every day of my life I hear the same thing

I hate you fuckin do!

I love the way you always break me

I love the way you keep on hurting me

For every breath I take. I hate you more

I need you so I can wash away my pain.

I love the way you are feeding my addiction

I love how you take advantage of my weaknesses

so somehow pathologically I miss your wicked ways

You are the disease that grows under in from

You so perfect I hate you more ever

I hate the way you try to touch me

I do not miss you !, I mean so little.

I want you to hate me like you always do.

I want you to look into my eyes and see my hatred for you.

What to open your heart and understand!!

That I never learned how to live or love

Not even What it means to be

To me it's just another fucking pointless word!

I want you to know that I hate you, I dont need u,

I will not miss you and I will never forgive or forget

I hated right from the start. that's how I was raised

So remember everything you didn't do for me

Born from pain A lifteime wasted on hatred