Allways an forever in my heart !!

It has gone too far

There is no going back

I can not turn and change anything

I'm not getting through this

I have no opportunity to free all inner anxiety

It consumes me from the inside out

I'm stuck here with the panic, the fear

I'm fighting a battle I can physically win

And it kills me to know that your suffering is mine to bear

It breaks my heart to see what this has done to you

I wish I could take all your fears all your anxiety

Make you see a streak of light in all your darkness

Allways an forever in my heart !! 

It's not worth the price you have to pay!!

To sacrifice your own life

Is An expensive pric to pay

Too stubborn too proud for your own good

I have been there!! I know where it leads

It is a long and lonely road to hike

No one is strong alone you can not fight this alone

You need someone anyone to get you through this

Don't sacrifice your own life  It's not worth the price you have to pay