A decade inside

No social interaction

I have been isolated for over a decade

Surrounded by these four walls

I hid my head under a rock and disappeared

I shut out the world and everything in it

I left everything behind, forgot how to live

I drowned in my own sorrow, suffocated by my own fear

I locked the door and threw away the key

I turned off the light and faded away

A decade inside this apartment from hell!!

I don't want to live here anymore

I can't help it

I don't know whether to laugh or cry

Maybe it's funny, maybe it's stupid

But that's just me tripping over my own feet

I persist in repeating the same mistakes over and over again

Same old story no atraction just a reaction

Just to feel something other than sadness

Maybe I'm stupid I guess I am

But that's me and I can't help it