I'm not enough

You are always here

I see you in everything

Around the corner, sneaking around

I hear your breathing I see your shadow

I can feel your fear, your anxiety

I can not help you !!

I can't comfort you, or reach you

Your suffering has become mine!!

And it hurts to know that you are too far gone

I'm not enough I'm not that strong

I can't help or save you

I'm so f*cked up!

life is fucked up and so am I

I can't bear it, I just want to disappear

I am so confused so broken and mentally exhausted

I just want to scream and let it all out

I can't carry the weight it's too heavy

It's tearing me apart, consuming me

I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

I don'I don't know whats in or out!

I guess it's just the way of life