Wounded by life

I ran from the violence

Into deathly silence

I choked on my own fear

I stopped breathing and hid in the dark

I locked myself in, closed all the doors

And now I can't find my way out

I'm lost inside my own fear

I am so emotionally damaged

I'm broken inside wounded by life

Afraid to live afraid to die

It's just me!!

Constantly restless, rushing through life

So demanding so devouring

They took everything and gave nothing back.

Just a hell of a lot of crap to carry

I opened everything and closed everything

I said everything but still nothing

I have done everything over and over again

So many failures so many falls

Never learned. No tools, no knowledge, no patience.

It's so pointless and insignificant so why bother

It's just me and my head again