I wish I could find a place deep inside myself
Where I can I feel safe and secure no anxiety no fear
Where I can pick up all the broken pieces
Restart from ground zero build a new foundation
Create a life with meaning and forget the physical and mental abuse
I just want to be free and live my life without fear and anxiety
Me against myself
I fight I break I beat myself up
My head is a mess
I'm a nervous wreck
It is an eternal struggle
I'm trying to fight to beat it
But this war inside my head is slowly killing me
It's just me against myself all over again
Like a broken record, everything repeats itself over and over again
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
