Empty tears bloodshot eyes
I can't get them out I can't hold them in
I have lost the ability to ventilate
I closed down, turned off all human feelings
It was the only way I knew how to get through the night
I painted a picture of a perfect world where no one could hurt me
But the only person I was hurting was myself
I sacrificed my feelings to survive I buried them so deep inside
So Afraid to let go of opening it up
Terrified, paralysed, afraid that it will be the end of me
I can't let go I'm scared, alone so cold and empty
It's just me, a sad excuse of a human being
