Nothing is as it seems!

 

Yes, I'm okay!

Yes I feel good everything works as it should

No no anxiety today! Nothing has happened

Don't worry I'm fine, I'm surviving.

No, I do not need anything today or tomorrow.

I need absolutely nothing at all! No help!

Stop nagging, just leave me alone I'm over it

Read between the lines! open your eyes and see

Nothing is as it seems! I'm not okay I'm not well

Alone as usual! I'm going to get through this shit!

So please come back another day and we can do it all over again.

Once again, I cheat death. No happy ending today! I win you lose!

I guess I'll never be free again!

 

A fear of letting go continues to drag me down.

I do not know why I continue to hurt and injure myself

I have been afraid of tomorrow too many times.

At some point I have to learn to crawl again! Before I learn to walk!

I need to break free from the weight of the world. purify my thoughts, heart and soul. 

I need to forgive and forget! Before I can start living again!

A part of me will never be able to do that!! So I guess I'll never be free again!