I have to take that step!

Why can't I stop thinking about the past?

I have to find a way to break free

Escape from my mental prison the inner labyrinth.

The minefield, which blocks me, prevents me from living.

Locks me in. isolates me. I don't want to be stuck in the past.

I can't bear to live with the suffering and constant fear!

I have to Get rid of nightmares all the flashbacks.

Because of the anxiety, I do not dare to open and let go of everything

So terrified to lose control. Afraid to take the last little step

But my past can not be my future so I have no choice

I have to take that step if I want to live

A day Without you feels like a lifetime.

I'd rather be anywhere than here!

I do whatever! Anytime, anywhere to get away from here

I would rather be dead and buried than live here

In this so-called home sweet suicide!

I rather burn down the whole house erases and destroys everything

Than to spend another day inside these 4 walls alone!

A day Without you feels like a lifetime For without you I am nothing!