You are not here!
I'm still waiting here without understanding what or why!
I understand how much I need you. I hate to say miss you!
But I miss you every second every minute of the day.
It will never be the same without you here.
Maybe it's just my way of dealing with the pain
But I can not let go of the past, WHY did it all happen?
I died inside the day they came knocking on the door,
I should have done more! But I could not do anything
I still blame myself for everything and it crushes me!
It's been months since I last saw your face. or heard your voice
I'm trying to tell myself that I don't not miss you
But I miss you so much it hurts! I wish you were here
I love you always and forever !
