They say!
That you prepare! build an image
Looking for the easiest way out. The fastest way to go
They say you can control your emotions, your thoughts.
They say it's just stuck to the inside of your head. That it takes time, it heals
They say that no one just does it without warning! NO ONE!
What the hell do they know about how it feels!
What do they know about the inner wounds, the emotions.
It's not just in the head it's all over the place and it's real
the suffering, the pain is always there! The anxiety, the panic does not go away.
There is no easy way! No beautiful picture just a way out
And when it happens, it happens! There is no time to think or react.
There is only the fastest way out!
