There is no time to think or react!!!

They say!

That you prepare! build an image

Looking for the easiest way out. The fastest way to go

They say you can control your emotions, your thoughts.

They say it's just stuck to the inside of your head. That it takes time, it heals

They say that no one just does it without warning! NO ONE!

What the hell do they know about how it feels!

What do they know about the inner wounds, the emotions.

It's not just in the head it's all over the place and it's real

the suffering, the pain is always there! The anxiety, the panic does not go away.

There is no easy way! No beautiful picture just a way out

And when it happens, it happens! There is no time to think or react.

There is only the fastest way out!