And that's my reality!

I'm trying to let go

But my brain is playing a game

A game I can not win it takes control

I lose time and space trapped in a nightmare

Which never ends chased by my own demons

On the inside, I live in my past hunted and confused

I struggle to survive in order to continue

Every day every night I fight my inner self

The demons nightmares that are here

They live inside my mind, they consume me

Breaking my will breaks my heart

I can not let go of my mind is me

And that's my reality!