Everything that surrounds me scares me
I'm afraid to let go afraid to let in
My mind is running wild
I'm drowning in my own tears
I can't breathe my eyes are bleeding
I've seen this movie a million times before
And there is no happy ending here
fredag 10 maj 2024
I hate everything I have become
Everything that scares me
Are such simple and obvious things
I'm afraid to live afraid to feel
I shut everything out, isolate myself, hurt myself
I scream, I cry, I bleed, I bang my head against the wall
So angry so disappointed in myself
I hate everything I have become
I am weak, lost, so exhausted, no energy, no will
So how the hell did I end up here?
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