I hate everything I have become

Everything that scares me

Are such simple and obvious things

I'm afraid to live afraid to feel

I shut everything out, isolate myself, hurt myself

I scream, I cry, I bleed, I bang my head against the wall

So angry so disappointed in myself

I hate everything I have become

I am weak, lost, so exhausted, no energy, no will

So how the hell did I end up here?