This is no joke no game!!

This is no joke no game.

This is my life my reality

I have said everything but still nothing

I've done it all I've been to hell and back

I don't need anything! no one not even myself

I need everything everyone but myself

I have opened everything up and closed it down again

I never learn. No tools, no patience.

Constantly on the verge of a nervous breakdown

Restless anxiety filled rushing through life,

There's a Panic inside my head

And my mind is running wild

No control no brakes! And i'm about to break

This is no joke no game!

I can't turn it off!!

It would be nice

To have a single thought

Just one day without this eternal noise

No sounds no voices just complete silence

Just one day to breathe it all out

But I can't breathe I can't turn it off

It's an endless riot in my head