Change is a scary thing
I don't even feel comfortable in my own skin
It itches it crawls it creeps inside
My mind keeps playing tricks on me
I try to focus and silence the noise
But the stress levels are out of control
Anxiety is knocking on my door
I'm stepping out of my safety zone
Trying to gain some kind of control
I'm freaking out but that's okay
I can see it but I can't touch it
It's so close yet so far away
I try to reach out but I trip and fall
So insecure about my own feelings
I try to keep them all inside
I fake a smile and laugh it all off
I am ashamed of my own feelings
It feels so right but still so wrong
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
