When I think it's over It hits me harder
The more I struggle, the more everything falls apart.
The further I go the harder I fall.
I'm trying to get over my past
FORGIVE and FORGET IS SO EASY TO SAY
It never ends there is no beginning no end
This is me my Life my suffering
Why? I can't stop
Decomposition rotting
The stench of obsessive thoughts
Emotions run wild anger anxiety rises
Pain within fear from above
Head above the surface no air no breathing
I want it out! why can't i stop it
I need to breathe I'm suffocating!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
