All my instincts tell me to run
To hide, to disappear, To escape from it all
I hate feeling like this! the constant fear, the anxiety
The fear of losing something I don't even have
It's been 15 years trapped in this nightmare
Isolation, self-destruction, there's really nothing left inside me
I lost my faith and now everything else is gone
I don't want to talk about it anymore
I'm so tired of excuses and broken promises
All I hear are empty words and lies
I'm too tired to cry and I don't want to fight tonight
So I promise myself never again
And I really don't want to talk about anything anymore
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
