The monster is me

Please help me!

Turn it off delete it eradicate me

Lobotomize me destroy me make it go away

God help me make it stop I have suffered enough

I can't handle much more, I've reached my breaking point

I'm about to break! and I can't stop it anymore

I sink deeper and deeper into dark water

My head is a mess I can't think straight

The monsters inside the monster is me

Scared and alone inside a dark closet

Questions without answers

In my stupid little head I'm fooling myself

I was waiting for someone, anyone, to save me

I thought everyone knew understood

It was so visible so obvious

The violence, the fear, all of the dark secrets

All the dirty, disgusting games, the disease inside those walls

I'm still there trapped in my past

They stole my childhood my life I'm still trapped inside the closet

I'm still the little boy trying to escape myself

But I never got out, I never broke free

I never grew up, I never learned how to live

I died right then and there, scared and alone inside a dark closet