Clear my mind. Refill and drown!

I can not remember!

Confused and shocked

My body is damaged my soul is broken

Blood on my hands blood on my knees

Broken clothes broken bones

What happened? Where have I been?

I do not even remember where I was last night

Time to hit the floor take my medicine

Clear my mind. refill and drown the pain

Time to hit the bottle Here we go again!

Don't be like me!!

It's just me! I'll make you upset

And cause sleepless nights and anxiety

But no matter what "I will always try".

There are mean and hurtful words I will say

They will make you angry and desperate

But no matter what, I will always be here

I will make the completely wrong decision as always!

Which will make you disappointed and hurt

But no matter what, I will try to stay alive

I will worry you, cause unnecessary harm

But no matter what "I will always survive".

There will be times where I will try

It will make you cry and make me cry,

But no matter what, I will not kill myself!

There will be fatal mistakes like when I cut myself

But no matter what, I will always love you!

There are things you can learn from this

Don't be like me!!

Hurt me!

Do whatever you want!

I just don't care anymore

You can't hurt me I'm already gone

I'm on a trip to never never land!

So take your best shot! fire away

use and abuse me whatever!

You can still not touch me

I'm so far away so deep down

That you never reach me

So take advantage of wrack me!

Do what you always do hurt me!