I'm trying to find the real me !!
I have been everything and nothing at all
I lost myself decades ago !! I lost my soul
I became something someone! A prisoner in my own subconscious
I sacrificed my own feelings my tears I gave up because of fear
I lost myself inside my mind!!
There is no beginning, no end!
A vicious circle and a raging merry go round
I'm caught in a spiral !! a never ending story
A black hole that devours everything in its path.
So deep so scary. So real.
So many years have passed me by
I still do not understand why? It all happened to me
Why my nightmares became my reality
I try to open my eyes and see that the ghost are not real
But there always there staring at me It never ends !!
Always the same !!
Empty words meaningless sentences
Why do I even care !! why do I feel bad
It's not my cross to carry !! It's yours
This is not my sin I'm the victim not you
I was the one who was crucified, not you
You are so perfect in your own little world
So blind and stupid and mentally disturbed
It's always the same !! And this is the end!!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
