Why am I afraid to feel emotions?
What makes me want to escape and disappear
Shattered feelings !! split and shared thoughts
Is this real or just a fantasy, or am I just dreaming
Something inside me tells me to run and hide
Am I afraid of you? Or am I afraid of my own feelings!!
Out with the old and in with the new
Up and down!! Inside out! life goes on
No new beginning, no end, everything is the same
The pain remains and everything is the same!!
Life is insane and nothing has changed!!
I'm the ghost inside my own head,
I am the creation of my own fear
I am the nightmare of my own dreams
I am the shadow of my own destruction
I am what I am !! I'm the king of nothing
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
