This isn't okay
I have said it once and twice
I have said it a million times
And you still do not understand
I'm not doing this Not now. or never
I'm done with this and it's not okay
I really do not need this anxiety again
I'm done and over it!!
måndag 1 februari 2021
You already know the answer!!
As always!
It's not my decision to make
So why the hell are you asking me
You already know the answer
You know where I stand what I feel and think
So why the hell do you even ask that question
When you already know the answer !!
You broke me in every way!!
I know my truth
I do not have to prove anything to you
I'm still broken in every way
So why am I still ashamed and afraid to be me
Why it's so hard to let go and be free
Why do I still feel like a disease
Why did you have to destroy me like this?
You took away my innocence my childhood
You hurt me so badly you broke me in every way!!
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