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söndag 6 juni 2021

What's lurking around the corner Scares me!!


Uncertainty awaits around the corner

Like a dark shadow it devours everything

Can I do this? Can I get through this again?

Do I have the strength, the capacity the energy

I'm alone in this! I fight against my own insecurities

And not knowing what's lurking around the corner Scares me!!

The fear of the unknown


Too fast too much

The changes are on the way

I can not stop the growing anxiety

The fear on the inside tears my energy apart

The fear of the unknown is here

There is no way I can do this

But I have no choice, no alternative

I need to be strong I need to overcome the fear of the unknown 

söndag 30 maj 2021

I hate to say I said I told you so!



I hate to say it!

But I said it a thousand times

And I say it again

You're so damn wrong about everything

Finally you see it through my eyes

Now you see, I never lied

You destroyed my only son

And I hate to say I said I told you so!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!