No relief no recovery !!
I can not find peace of mind
Drained on fuel no energy
Can barely stand up straight
Overthinking overheated so tired
Physically and mentally overwhelmed
So sick and tired of my own mind
It drains me empties me gives me no peace no rest
It is the consequence of a brain that never rests
My own worst enemy is me myself and i !!
Uncertainty awaits around the corner
Like a dark shadow it devours everything
Can I do this? Can I get through this again?
Do I have the strength, the capacity the energy
I'm alone in this! I fight against my own insecurities
And not knowing what's lurking around the corner Scares me!!
Too fast too much
The changes are on the way
I can not stop the growing anxiety
The fear on the inside tears my energy apart
The fear of the unknown is here
There is no way I can do this
But I have no choice, no alternative
I need to be strong I need to overcome the fear of the unknown
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
