Hitting myself burning myself.
My soul is torn and wounded.
There is no joy, no longing
Just emptiness and loneliness.
I don't want to live, I don't want to die.
Don't want to feel, I don't want to think.
I just want to be free from everything
måndag 11 december 2023
Suffer in silence!!
The struggle to survive is all that remains
The fear and panic grows inside
Bad thoughts take over. words disappear.
All the screams that cannot be heard, the tears, the pain, the anguish
I suffer in silence I keep everything inside
I just want to be free from everything whid in
Canser!!
Why is it so difficult To express the simplest of words
I'm not okay I'm broken and alone
I am afraid and lost in my own fear
Am I dying? is this the end
I can't find the words I have so much to say
But I'm lost in my fear
So scared and alone
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