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onsdag 3 januari 2024

Normal life


My life is slipping away from me

There really is nothing left of me

An empty shell mentally and physically exhausted

This constant stress and anxiety has gotten the best of me

My life has fallen apart!!

My head is spinning, my heart is racing

It never ends, it keeps going

Thoughts, feelings It drains me so empty

Mental disaster physical chaos no strength no will

I just want to shut down, close my eyes and go to sleep

And Dream sweet dreams and be free from this 

I just want to live a normal life again!!

tisdag 2 januari 2024

måndag 1 januari 2024

Same old story


It's always the same It never changes

Wake up screaming, eyes bleeding

bite the bullet and get through it

Put on Fake a Smile and pray that you can make it

Hold your head high or you'll lose it

keep a straight face walk a straight line

Show no emotions no reactions

Just don't trip and fall on your own feet

It's just another day, the same old story

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!