It's fucked up!!

I've always wondered

How it can be so easy

To just pretend everything is okay

Is it blindness or just stupidity

Why do people always turn their backs

And closes their eyes and just walks away

Because it seems like what you can't see can't hurt you

Is it that easy to run and escape?

Is it due to fear or pure ignorance

I really don't understand how they think

How can you leave someone with deep depression

Suicidal tendencies, and self-injurious behavior

It's fucked up and I can't understand it

It can't be that hard to reach out and just be there

Suffer like that

Same thing every day

Trying to find the words

but I don't know what to say

It hurts to see you like this

I really don't know what to do

Nothing seems to get through to you

You are so far out of reach, but still so close

It hurts so much to see you suffer like that

The pain you bear is not right

No one should have to suffer like that

I'm not enough

You are always here

I see you in everything

Around the corner, sneaking around

I hear your breathing I see your shadow

I can feel your fear, your anxiety

I can not help you !!

I can't comfort you, or reach you

Your suffering has become mine!!

And it hurts to know that you are too far gone

I'm not enough I'm not that strong

I can't help or save you