It's just me myself and i!

I do not want to go through this again!

I can not repeat everything over and over again.

A one-way track that leads me nowhere.

I should never have let you in. listened to your meaningless words

I should have known better, understood from the beginning.

Where everything was going and what was going to happen. So blind and stupid!

That I believed in your promises! I swallowed all the lies and went straight into the trap.

I started to see a glimmer of light seeping in. I started to open up, and re-build some kind of trust!

You gave me a false sense of security, You took what you came for and left me.

With the anxiety, the panic and the tears. Once again, I sit here alone.

with the feeling of being abandoned again! As always It's me against the world.

Now I'm walking a lonely path that leads me nowhere. A self-destructive pattern!

And it's just me myself and i!

Please Just press delete!

 Flashing before my eyes!

A search like a raging computer in search of information

A thousand pictures, sequences per second. Overheated and about to crash.

Trying to disconnect the tabs. The more I try, the faster it spins

A chain reaction where one leads to another. a vicious circle that cannot be broken

Just like getting stuck in a runaway merry go round without any brakes

To have an on and off switch!  be able to disconnect myself! Would be a dream come true.

The feeling of just being able to shut everything down would be a blessing in disguise.

 Please Just press delete!