Can something save me from myself?

 Every day I search!

I'm trying to find an answer a solution to this roller coaster called life.

why everything constantly keeps collapsing around me. And I fall straight back

Time and time again I break and the wounds only get deeper.

Every time I fall back, it just gets harder and heavier to get up again

I can not break this damn pattern find a solution, a way out.

Every waking second I search for an answer why am I sick?

Can anything help me heal my wounds, Can something save me from myself?

It's just me myself and i!

I do not want to go through this again!

I can not repeat everything over and over again.

A one-way track that leads me nowhere.

I should never have let you in. listened to your meaningless words

I should have known better, understood from the beginning.

Where everything was going and what was going to happen. So blind and stupid!

That I believed in your promises! I swallowed all the lies and went straight into the trap.

I started to see a glimmer of light seeping in. I started to open up, and re-build some kind of trust!

You gave me a false sense of security, You took what you came for and left me.

With the anxiety, the panic and the tears. Once again, I sit here alone.

with the feeling of being abandoned again! As always It's me against the world.

Now I'm walking a lonely path that leads me nowhere. A self-destructive pattern!

And it's just me myself and i!